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These Tear Stained Sheets

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Unfinished Thoughts (a collection of sayings)

thanks to meagan we got this finished :-)
august 2004 

These tear stained sheets

They're the reason never to fall in love

These watery eyes I see, looking in the mirror

They're the reason I wish I had never met you

 

My hands pruned from all the showers I took

To hide my tears from all the others

My legs smooth from shaving

And crisscrossed with the scars

 

These walls dripping with sorrow

They're the reason I want to get out of here

These memories are everywhere I go

They're the reason I can't stand to go anywhere

 

All the pain I couldn't handle

Flowed through my arm and into the knife

As the red drip drip dripped into the tub

I felt my heart grow empty and devoid

 

I hate these memories I wish I could just erase

They're everywhere, not so easy to avoid

I loved you so, I wish it was never true

Because now everywhere I look I only see you.

no people, i don't cut myself-never have! someone told me this had great potential. thanks meagan for helping me with this!!! :-) (me)